Self-Proclaimed

i am a self-proclaimed photographer/artist. here you will find my journal - a collection of photos, lists, writings, and my 365 project.

where i reblog and do normal tumblr things: http://meldogreblogs.tumblr.com/

sometimes loneliness latches on to me like a parasite and i carry it around like it’s a sickness.

it comes on without any warning and sometimes i don’t even realize that it’s there for a little while.

but it’s there. and it slowly takes over. until it cripples and knocks me out and takes me down for the count.

being alone is fine. more than fine.

being alone is the only way i really know how to live.

but being lonely is a completely different thing.

loneliness is a dead weight that hangs in your heart.

stocking up for that summer reading list!
ps. more photos soon. sorry. View high resolution

stocking up for that summer reading list!

ps. more photos soon. sorry.

Summer Reading List

Key:

To Read

Currently Reading

Read


1.     Abraham Lincoln: Vampire Slayer by Seth Grahame-Smith

2.     The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes by Arthur Conan Doyle

3.     America (The Book): A Citizen’s Guide to Democracy Inaction by Jon Stewart

4.     American Gods by Neil Gaiman

5.     American Psycho by Bret Easton Ellis

6.     The Art of Fielding by Chad Harbach

7.     Atonement by Ian McEwan

8.     The Book Thief by Markus Zusak

9.     Boomsday by Christopher Buckley

10.  Bridge to Terabithia by Katherine Paterson

11.  The Brief Wondrous Life of Oscar Wao by Junot Diaz

12.  Catch-22 by Joseph Heller

13.  A Clockwork Orange by Anthony Burgess

14.  Coraline by Neil Gaiman

15.  Divergent by Veronica Roth

16.  Earth (The Book): A Visitor’s Guide to the Human Race by Jon Stewart

17.  Everything is Illuminated by Jonathan Safran Foer

18.  A Game of Thrones (A Song of Ice and Fire) by George R.R. Martin

19.  The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo by Stieg Larsson

20.  The Help by Kathryn Stockett

21.  The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy by Douglas Adams

22.  The Hobbit by J.R.R. Tolkien

23.  I Am Not Myself These Days: A Memoir by Josh Kilmer-Purcell

24.  I Like You: Hospitality Under the Influence by Amy Sedaris

25.  I, Robot by Isaac Asimov

26.  Inkheart by Cornelia Funke

27.  Into the Wild by Jon Krakauer

28.  Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte

29.  The Jungle by Upton Sinclair

30.  The Kid: What Happened After My Boyfriend and I Decided to Go Get Pregnant by Dan Savage

31.  The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini

32.  Magical Thinking: True Stories by Augusten Burroughs

33.  Miss Peregrine’s Home for Peculiar Children by Ransom Riggs

34.  The Next Right Thing: A Novel by Dan Barden

35.  No Country for Old Men by Cormac McCarthy

36.  Pretending to Be Normal: Living with Asperger’s Syndrome by Liane Holliday Willey

37.  The Princess Bride by William Goldman

38.  Requiem for a Dream by Hubert Shelby Jr.

39.  The Road by Cormac McCarthy

40.  Santa Land Diaries by David Sedaris

41.  Seriously…I’m Kidding by Ellen DeGeneres

42.  Slaughterhouse-Five by Kurt Vonnegut

43.  Sookie Stackhouse Series by Charlaine Harris

a.     Dead Until Dark

b.     Living Dead in Dallas

c.     Club Dead

d.     Dead to the World

e.     Dead as a Doornail

f.      Definitely Dead

g.     All Together Dead

h.     From Dead to Worse

i.      Dead and Gone

j.      Dead in the Family

k.     Dead Reckoning

44.  Squirrel Seeks Chipmunk: A Modest Bestiary by David Sedaris

45.  The Things They Carried by Tim O’Brien

46.  A Thousand Splendid Suns by Khaled Hosseini

47.  Tuck Everlasting by Natalie Babbitt

48.  A Visit from the Goon Squad by Jennifer Egan

49.  Water for Elephants by Sara Gruen

50.  When You Are Engulfed in Flames by David Sedaris

iTunes Survey!

iTunes Survey!!

iTunes survey

How many song total: 6,381

How many hours/days of music: 16.6 days

Sort by song title:

First song: A-Punk by Vampire Weekend

Last song: 2012 (It Ain’t The End) - Jay Sean ft. Nicki Minaj

Sort by time:

Shortest song: “How Charming, A Finale” - The Muppets

Longest song: Dogs - Pink Floyd

Top Five Most Played Songs:

  1. Wichita Sutra Vortex - Philip Glass
  2. Daylight - Matt & Kim
  3. Metamorphosis One - Philip Glass
  4. Metamorphosis Two - Philip Glass
  5. Metamorphosis Three - Philip Glass

(Sorry I’m not sorry. I love Philip Glass.)

The First Song That Comes Up on Shuffle: Blame it on the Boogie - Michael Jackson

Search the follow and state how many songs come up:

Death - 65

Life - 117

Love - 358

Hate - 49

You -  733

Sex - 45

»The list number can be slightly exaggerated because the search includes album names, which puts entire albums in the list regardless of what the songs are.

(Source: thetideturning, via thisisgallifrey)

in horrible photobooth pictures news…i just dyed my hair blue! hurray! View high resolution

in horrible photobooth pictures news…i just dyed my hair blue! hurray!

i took SO many pictures in Chicago today with the film camera. it’s like i don’t live here.

anyway, you probably won’t see them for a few weeks because processing film costs a small fortune and blah blah blah i’m broke.

i’ll try to get some more of my digital work up here. and i still have some film treasures to upload.

best wishes <3

an accidental multiple exposure of my sisters in the orlando airport View high resolution

an accidental multiple exposure of my sisters in the orlando airport

the view from Daley Plaza - Chicago, IL View high resolution

the view from Daley Plaza - Chicago, IL

i&#8217;m my mother! happy mother&#8217;s day, mom! View high resolution

i’m my mother! happy mother’s day, mom!

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